Never! No never! Not ever again!!!

I hate the end of the month. This month the end of the month is pushed up for us because it's American Thanksgiving tomorrow. Lately it seems like every month things are coming down to the wire with my projects. I'm so tired of it! It isn't for lack of trying. I am working hard every day and putting in way more hours than I want to be. I can't let myself calculate how much I'm making an hour because it's pathetic right now!! I've got to change this. I vow to never have this end of the month stress again!! Never! No never! Not ever again!!